(1.1.99) Silent Tears I cry for you, Silent tears only for you. At night when the lights go out depression sets in... I'm all alone and cold... I need a friend Too many times I've done you wrong. And still you're there holding on.. Nothing more can I say or do, To repay you for my sins... I'm sorry... so sorry... Silent tears at night I cry deep in the dark.. Inside my cell far away from you.. Far away from home.. Silent tears fall down from my eyes all night long, Just for you..What else can I do, but cry? I look out my window and memories of you flood my mind. I think back to when we first met, when I was only a baby, Our love was so special - It was Heaven sent. But now my heart is torn in two and Silent Tears of sadness I cry for you, these Silent Tears I cry for you, For all my wrongs I've ever put you through.  Silent tears I cry each night alone, I'm sorry for doing you wrong....So sorry.. Will my heart ever heal? and my pain come to an end? Or will I forever cry these Silent Tears each night... For the rest of my life -  Oh, will these Silent Tears ever end?

Friendship to some it means nothing, to others it means everything. (2.21.99)

Wade's Poetry

(5.2.98) The Weak and The Strong Only the weak Keep hiding Their true selves. The strong Open up and fight For what they believe in.

Help Me (2.21.99) No end to this agony That I feel inside my soul Burning deep within my brain I feel as if my life's slipping away I'm fighting to hold on To what's left of my sanity When will this all end.. Oh God, help me... Shattering my mind Evils so sublime Trying to break me down Trying to take control Torturing me constantly Oh God why must I suffer so..Why... Help me, God to hold on to what's Left of my mind Help me regain control once again Help me rebuild my life as You see fit, Help me as You wish Give me strength as I go on Guide my way on this path I'm on, Show me Your way as I move on. Guide me through this evil that Surrounds me now and take control Til this is all past.

Nothing Lasts (11.29.98) Day turns to night.. Night turns to day... All you do... Will soon fade away... Nothing lasts, And nothing will, All will soon pass, Just as I foretell. Plan your time wisely, And enjoy what you do, For you know not when time Will claim you.

My Agony Though it seems that I rest in peace Each night I sleep My agony is much the same Trapped in hell A flesh caged shell I'm tormented constantly. My soul, it cries to be let loose - to fly To find peace some way. Each breath I take feels like a stake Being driven deep within my heart. I'm lonely....(2.18.98)

(1.3.99) Tattered Pieces of Paper Fill an envelope wth care Scribbled down words.. Feelings I feel unable to share Fantasies and Dreams, And words of love... Memories of the past Thoughts I think of. Hope and faith, Love and Hate, Sadness and Despair Emotions I'm not Allowed to feel I keep put away Safely with care Poetry...My escape From the pains of life, And my reality.. These tattered Pieces of paper I hold dear For they each are my creations - One and all. A part of my mind, and soul. These tattered Pieces of paper Are my feelings And emotions. All in one I just can't seem to let them go. These tattered pieces of paper Are all that keep me Sane.. And moving forward Through this hellishness That I'm facing now.

Behind the Wall (1.4.99) It's a paragon of sorts. Black souls. Bloody hearts. Tormented minds. Evils sublime. The pain never ends Locked in a cage Tormented for days Outside looking in You can't see at all, The reality Behind the Wall.

My Life (10.17.99) Beautiful Fire raging within My soul is flying free. My mind is of another plane of reasoning And my thoughts are always of you, And I love you so. I see now where my life was meant to be heading, And these walls are screaming in my face laughing At me, because I cannot be as I truly should, But yet these walls will not hold me down, For I will continue to grow, and strive to become As I should be, and my life I shall fulfill, with You by my side.